I simply had to put it down-
All of it.
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The daily writing goals.
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A Publishing date.
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The marketing strategies.
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AI’s opinions.
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The promotional team planning.
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The content.
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Here’s why…
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Unconsciously and sometimes consciously, I believed that if I didn’t do it, I wasn’t gonna reach my goals in life.
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I was putting way too much pressure on myself and my truth is that the pressure got to me.
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I discovered this because my body let me know.
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It was just all too much.
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What I didn’t know was how the impact of trauma would continue to affect my life on an unconscious level.
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Trauma from the storm. And basically trauma from being a human in this time.
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So I’ve been processing.
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All of it.
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My childhood.
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The women in my ancestral line-
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The coaching business-
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The mentors I’ve listened to all these years –
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And what has emerged is that on a multidimensional level I once again have consciously reclaimed my sovereignty.
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What that means is that I remember who I really am and the power of choice that I have to create my experiences throughout all the layers of my being.
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Who i truly am as a being comes from
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A place of light. A place of joy.
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And I will no longer sacrifice any of that for my goals.
so..I’m changing course.
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My courses will still be available online and for those few people that I choose to work with privately, I will support but only if it feels inspiring.
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I will let this body be my guide from now on and my spirit and my heart will be the fuel for every decision I can consciously unconsciously create from.
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This I declare and commit to from this day forward.
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I will no longer ignore the whispers.
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For these at the beginning of my elder years and to the best of my ability, I will enter them with grace.
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Oh the book? I’m still intending on getting it done.
I don’t know when and I don’t know exactly what it looks like, and I don’t know how long it’s gonna take, but what I do know is that I’ll follow my inspiration, creativity, and joy because well – I can, and that indeed as a gift.
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Thank you for witnessing, my friends.
Continue to follow my writings or reach out to me and let’s stay connected and hold each other to authenticity grace, and patience.
